Life before Logan

Life has never been easy from me. From the age of one it basically went down hill.

I met Dan in 2009, we didn't get together until 2010, When I drunkenly sung "your'e the one that i want" from grease after a night out with the girls.

In 2011 we discussed starting our own family, and began trying. All I have ever wanted was my own little family. My own little pack.

nothing was happening, and so, we seeked help, where we were told that I wasn't ovulating, then told I had a twisted womb, Then told later down the line that they would be surprised If I ever got pregnant, Let alone carry past 6 weeks.

We didn't let trying to conceive over take anything. we still had fun, still had nights out, and Aunt flow continued her unwelcome visits.

Then I fell ill and was fighting my body to stay alive, so the idea of a family was far from our minds.

In 2018 I kept skipping periods. I started testing but each returned as a negative. So we decided, as I had my health back under control that we would return to seeing Ann Going, The pre pregnancy diabetes specialist midwife.

She gave us some aims and away we went.

Still nothing.

I became really down, We decided that it wasn't meant to be, so... meet Loki

Loki came into our lives in May 2019, when we were just going to look at the puppies (hehehe), He moved in on the 8th of June and we were complete. Loki took up so much of our time, I was either at work or chasing him around trying to keep him from causing havoc and eating all the socks.

Little did we know, I was already pregnant. Not that we wouldn't have wanted Loki if we'd have known, But i'm sure that he wouldn't of joined our family. A new born and a husky puppy? the thought itself gives me premature grey hairs.

We were finally content. I was in a better job, I had more time to see friends and family, I was able to enjoy my days off, I was smiling more, I was content. life was good.

Life was great until the 4th of August. Life changed forever that day.

That day, I became one of those mum's that no one talks about, the type of mum no one wants to be.